My holistic seed was planted during early childhood on a farm in the heart of the African wilderness. 

Nature was gifted to me by the Divine without me knowing the impact it would have on my Life. In fact I took Nature for granted as my happy playground. Unknowingly I immersed myself into observing just natural life and interacting with the unconditional  Love of  Mother Earth with all her ‘children - my siblings’-  Yes! – my beloved family of beloved human fellows, animals, trees, grass and insects.  

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Born into an intricate tapestry of Animal Kingdom, Plant Kingdom of an African Savanna – Bushveld. My childhood memory is deeply imprinted and still feels alive within me. The feeling of the Presence of ancient Acasia trees within a rich Bushveld, where a wild, diverse Animal Kingdom and many other Divinine Kingdoms of various kinds coexist and nurturing each other. Many wonderful beings appeared as Teachers and Healers to me. Nature offered me grounds to be nourished and space to connect, explore and experience creation at its best. 

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I was blessed to grow up amongst a vastness of indigenous African Cultures however within a very challenging political landscape of my Home Country, Namibia. During my joyful Childhood I was also confronted with the pains of the world of duality, where separation and disconnectedness was experienced as if this was the most natural state of a society. The duality existed in a governing system where humans were divided. A difference was made between black and white. Of course this caused a lot of hatred, resistance and justifiable fights for just being accepted as a human with a Godly Soul.

I could not understand the existence of such skewed idea of Life. My biggest wish was PEACE- A Garden of Eden where all Beings are at Peace, Love, Harmony and Happiness.

We constantly - however periodically, faced  a 24-year long Bush war- A Guerilla Type of war with ambushing kind of farm attacks. Here I met the biggest enemies of a peace-loving planet. The discord amongst people and FEAR! Fear of being harmed, fear of losing parents, as it happened often, and the fear of Death.​

Growing up in this heartfelt Tug-of-War environment within a vibrant biodiversity and a vulnerable ecosystem in a semi arid country, I cultivated a deep reverence for the natural world and a profound understanding of its interconnectedness with ALL Beings. Nature had always been the space I felt safe and sound. I felt Nature was my Church - a place where I could feel something is existing of being Greater than Myself. Daily I could observe and experience another Divine event: animals giving birth naturally, observing the care and love the furry and feathery Mothers give to their babies, cycles of Life & death. Not to forget the viewing together with my family of extraordinary night skies, stars, maybe a moon eclipses. The very distinct smell of Namibian soil after sacred rainfalls, newly seeded fields and rich harvests of our acres. It was here where my feeling of gratitude, the Spirit of GOD emerged, admiring natures cycles and its perfection.  

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This had been a place I could feel sanity and serenity when things in the World got to much. When I spent time it nature, I felt the world is in order again. 

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Frightful pictures of farm attacks and terrorists constantly crossed my vulnerable Child-mind. Obvious I was preparing my mind for such possibilities, which always went hand-in-hand with feeling of fear, uncertainties since we did loose some of beloved members out of our community. Luckily, years of these cycles of Peace-and-War had passed and my family unharmed until our Country’s Independence

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As I grew older to adulthood – I learned about new threats!  I was  overwhelmed with the observation of the many actions against the Natural World. The encroaching mindless activities executed by humans with little respect for Life, for Nature and nature of Greed. I felt the pains of many lifestreams due to deforestation, poaching, animal cruelty to name a few and the effects of human disconnectedness within a Divine Godly world- my Quest was born…

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Driven by a desire to make a difference to the world. A desire for a Collective Project where every participant experiences meaning and purpose with a Collective Goal. The goal would be a liberated Planet encompassing Love, Peace and Harmony  with all Beings, Harmony between humanity and nature. 

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The quest was around bringing back the inherent value of the natural world and the spirit of honesty and compassion, the godly spirit to our collective consciousness. Witnessing the global disconnect and lack of mindfulness towards Nature, Biodiversity and  Humans, I became determined of becoming part of restoring Harmony and embracing - The power of Nature! Advocating for mental-, physical, spiritual health and to have a sustainable way of living with a holistic approach on this planet. 

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I embarked on my own little quest: Who am I ? What am I here for? What is my purpose?  How am I designed  to make a difference? It felt I had a closed Lock in my hand but I needed the Key… I questioned my own potential, looked out for matching opportunities, I had so many questions  to the many dilemmas of today.​ My own journey took me to an array of unexpected events following upon each other: a Car accident, a Heart Surgery, Turmoil in my kids sport club, an armed Robbery another mugging event, a Twinsflame Journey-  It felt like riding a roller coaster!

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I started  questioning  the reasons behind them all,  which I initially could not  understand. ONE  question got stuck in my Mind – What is the message of Universe ? - I cannot hear, I cannot see of feel? After I was immobilized from the effects of a horrific armed robbery event, I was forced out of my ever busy schedule and Material World and Life demands, the constant feeling of meeting all expectations all the time! 

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Finally I accepted that this is MY ME-TIME: time to read without guilt, time to think and contemplate.  I came closer to my realizations: Universe does answer questions in a very unique way, if one asks. Universe offered me this  ‘time-out’ as a gift. Some of my health challenges were orchestrated by myself, I lacked self-love and honor to my own body – always pushing hard, no matter what was standing in the way.  

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It was Clear – I needed Change! I wanted this transformation. Transforming from a 3D world earthling into a 5D- Earth Steward. 

Change was now my new companion. 

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A realization appeared whilst engaging in duty and task in society and work- change was needed on bigger scales in society. I took up roles to rock boats and facilitate change. During this time I often had the opportunity to show up with Courage. Initially I showed for others, less for myself.  I gained Courage and independence in choosing my Souls Path and set myself apart from Group Thinking. In the process of helping others I  learned that I was the one who needed to heal first.  Boldness developed to address and embrace my own voids. This again lead to a deeper quest about my Life, my Purpose, my Inner Self, Karma, Soul and Ego. 

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Through Kundalini Yoga I also found a very special Guide and Guru, Guru Jai Dev Khalsa. Soon I embarked on the path of Ayurveda and furthered my Yoga path as well. The Journey to Wholeness and Wholesomeness allowed me a reinvented SELF.  

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I realized Earth-plane is a Loom, Life a Canvas where Life means, weaving it!

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A profound realization surfaced firsthand – ‘True abundance and prosperity  cannot exist without Liberation and True empowerment  in the many aspects of Life. Empowerment can only happen once we are truly healed at the Essence of our Being – thus have gained Optimal Health on levels of our existence. 

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Life Weaver offers a sacred space and platform where holistic services are offered. Having graduated from the esteemed, state-approved California College of Ayurveda -USA, I am honored to serve as an Ayurvedic Health Counselor in a very dedicated and compassionate way. Each Individual is viewed as a Whole – physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually while considering his/her environment, season of Life and the cosmic seasons on his/her path to *Optimal Health.

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*What is meant by Optimal Health ? 

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It’s Svastha!

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Svashta is a Sanskrit Word describing a Whole Being in Harmony with him-/herself and the Environment encompassing all relationships, aligned with all cosmic seasons  and stages of Life. The focus is on being well established in a healthy relationship between the Self (infinite Soul self) and the self (finite Ego self)! - a sound state of Being !- grounded, mindfully centered, knowing yourself as Divine Spirit, purposeful, connected to our Soul/Higher Self while the Ego-self/ lower expression is following the ‘Whispers of the Soul”. 

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P.S.-Note *(Please allow me to jump astray from the correct English spelling book Version) – the reason why I specifically use Capital Letters, is to indicate the Divine Presence and Sacredness.